Wednesday, March 27, 2013

The smallness of ministry


Recently, I have entered into a new phase of my ministry.  I have to admit that I have found myself to be a bit over-eager.  I tend to get this way when I get excited about things, and I get excited about ministry.  The problem with this is that, when I get this way, I start to look for the big opportunities that will bring the dramatic results.  I often forget how small ministry can be.  In fact, it can sometimes be rather minuscule.  It is little words said at the right time. Or a little gesture of grace when someone needs it.  We have to look closely to see it, or we will walk right past it.  The secret to this is to be attentive: something that I am not always very good at.  We also need to be willing to me a small minister.  By that I mean that we have to be willing to be a minister of little things.  There is no act of love or compassion so small that it cannot make a difference.

The concept of the smallness of ministry runs contrary to our pride and everything that we are told about ministry success.  But, this is where most of us will live in ministry.  I remember one of my seminary professors saying in class that most of us will never be mega church pastors.  Most of us will minister in seeming obscurity in small parishes around the country.   These small things do, however, have an accumulative effect.  Like small stones in a wall, they can build a ministry over time.  It requires patience (something else that I struggle with) and commitment to a community over time.  However, grand reputations are rarely ever made this way.  To be a minister of the small things means that we must put the call to pastor above our ambitions.  There will be those occasional big events, and we should be grateful for them, but let’s not forget that it is the small ministry that can make the most difference on the long haul.